I know that eventually I will hear about the “news”. But when I actually heard it, it felt like something hurt inside of me and make me want to cry. I can’t describe that feeling; it’s not a good feeling. I just know that I felt hurt inside. So this is what its feels like..
I’m finally able to feel it. Even thought that’s not a good feeling and I want to get rid of it as soon as possible but at least I realize one thing, I still can feel that. So is this meant that I’m still a woman that can be hurt? Not a woman that don’t have feeling at all. :P
Anyway, enough with this feeling. Just want to do my work as soon as possible and plan for my next explorer … :D